Thank you for all your kind words. I really really can't afford to seek help. Yes, I know I need it. BUT...since I owe my previous therapist $425, and I have NO idea how I'm going to pay that, seeking professional help is out of the question. (We parted on bad terms. She said that she couldn't help me anymore. She wanted to stick me on meds and most medication knocks me out.)
- I'm going to keep on writing, though I may not post everything.
- Maybe I'll join a book club. I'll do something.
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You know, a book club, or some kind of club is actually a great idea. Some kind of social thing where people share the same interests with you would be a great thing and maybe even fun.
As I've said before, I love how you keep trying to improve yourself. You are a fighter and you will overcome your problems eventually. That is what life is. A constant struggle with periods of joy and periods of despair. Ultimately, we find ourselves some sooner, some later. :-) g
Well, I'd never think of suicide JUST for some idiot saying I was a stalker.
It was just a whole bunch of things. Dad, financial stuff...and me thinking that I'd never be able to connect to another person.
Best of luck to you... I am going thru a funk now, too... and good therapists are often the "too expensive" ones! Best luck with any that I've ever had was cognitive behavioral approach, but I think I just got lucky to get someone who was effective AND cheap :)
I've seem quite a few sites where the writers are feeling down. In a funk as Jessie said. Could have something to do with the weather and the time of year. Cold, damp, dreary. Lots of people get down during this time of year. When the sun comes out there will be some changes I bet.
Smiles and good wishes.
Writing is a good thing...and the best part it, you are free to post as often as you like about whatever you like, or not!
Exactly as your mood dictates.
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