As I sit here, tormented by the utter blankness of my word processing program, I wonder what is going through my mind. Thoughts escape me, not unlike how the proof of the existence of ghosts elude paranormal hunters.

I find myself pondering the intricasies of writing, and how I can write effectively.

I found POSITIVE things to focus on today, instead of lingering in my negativity. Well, I kept myself busy doing work TOO..but that's neither here or there.

I'm really nervous right now. The search for my mother has begun. It's why I have been in such a funk for several days. So I apologize right now if I've been whiny, bitchy or just plain co-dependant.

:-)

I AM BACK.