I need a phone with caller ID on it. He's calling me.
I want to tell him to fuck off but I freak inside. I freeze up. I know I'm letting myself be a victim but I don't know how to break free.
I'm afraid to call the cops because I disappeared after the incident 9 years ago. I was going to press charges but they found out he was had a lot of gang connections. So part of me is thinking they wouldn't do anything about it.
I don't want to be a victim.
posted by Valkyrie @ 11:47 AM
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Cryptic. Who the hell is "he"?
Your choices appear to be ... continue in fear and enslavement to this present threat ... or suck it up and take responsibility for your past actions and get the authorities involved.
Of course Bruce Campbell might show up on a white horse wearing shiny armor (the horse, not Mr. Campbell), but what are the odds on THAT?
Blogging isn't helping. Guess which direction I'm pointing?
I have been thinking about my comment and I think it sounds too harsh. Sorry! :/
I just wanted to second what saunya said about role-play. When I am in a situation when I need and want to tell someone something that is going to be difficult or potentially cause problems, I run it through my head about a million times until I know exactly what I want to say and how I want to say it. Then I find that the words just come when the time is right to say them.
Which doesn't always make anything about it all any easier, but some things have to be said no matter what happens after. You just have to be prepared mentally for it ... another thing that mental role-play is good for.
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